We all plan our days, years & have a vision for our
entire Life. But as correctly said by someone,
‘Life is what happens when You are busy making other Plans’.
We start a phase of our life, thinking & hoping it will
go the way we want it to. Find the perfect guy & know he will be your best
friend, take an important career decision that will make you reach your 5 year
Goal, go to a friend’s party & hook up with the cute guy you eyed last
time.
And then Reality Strikes!! Some of these plans come true, the others don’t.
When I was 3, I wanted to be an actress & at 13, I wanted
to be Dhirubhai Ambani. I am not even sure of exactly what I want today, and
honestly, I know lots of people like me. Obviously I know I want a happy life
and make truck loads of money. But is it only about the goal, or the desire to
have a fun and crazy journey while reaching there.
Do we only want Love & Peace to be happy or is it the clarity
that someone or something is going to keep you motivated forever, stimulate
that grey matter & keep that spark alive. And at what cost!!! Is it just
one kiss on a cold winter night, or a continuous challenge of different opinions,
or the excitement to fight with your bosses & burn the house down.
Different people, and sure as hell, lot of different
desires.
And which is the correct plan!! The one I thought of last year, or the
one I just cooked up in my head 5 minutes ago.
I love it when I’m told “Don’t you worry, don’t you worry child…
see Heavens got a Plan for You”. But Dear Smoke Fairy, I have been waiting on
you for a while now, following your rituals too, on daily basis. So please,
just get on with it.
I have decided to follow the Yellow Brick Road, just that
the glare of the sunlight is confusing me. Is it 3 different yellow paths, or
am I just suppose to wait for the sun to set!!
